my life is as messy as my room!

hate it.

wat can i do.

i nid simple things!

simple as a blue sky n ocean without boundary.

vl hv a new blog soon.

不爽你啊。

你可以diamdiam嗎?

看到你的名字就pekcek啊!!!

should sleep now.

but y im not?!

brain non-stop functioning.

又是身痕的時刻。

got bit2 pressure.

coz eric call me do da shooting arrangement.

nvr organize event.

but wil b a good try then.

no ideasss!

not inspired!

how ar?

finish exam.

habes tatget.

LIFE IS A WATERFALL.

V'R IN DA RIVER.

N 1 AGAIN AFTER DA FALL.

ps: ate fishead beehun, bu2cha2, mr. siewpao, yoku pancake, gyukfen 2day! muahahaha.

ps2: mouth grows on ppl mouth. v zip our mouth n life goes on!

實我本應該睡了。

但是還是爬了起來。

因為我怕，明天，這個感觸就飄散了。

19歲一個熬夜的晚上。

才發覺，原來我已經失去了很多的歲月。

16，17歲的時候。

你不會領悟到這種成長的蛻變。

一切都發生在19歲。

一個人在外面生活。

從一開始每天抱枕頭偷偷流眼淚，到現在對生活麻木。

19歲。

把之前的所有，都更新。

好像沒有了原本的自己。

這是真實的。

因為舊的殼已經脫去了。

爸爸不會再讓女兒坐在他的腳上滑滑梯。

女兒沒有很高。

但至少也有爸爸的四分三了。

媽媽也不會對別人說。

女兒還很小。

女兒明年就二字頭了。

看著貼在門背後的那一張照片。

我想說的是。

時間。

你把我弄哭了。

想念從前的時光。

最美好的時光。

0438。

清醒。

聽許哲佩氣球。

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考試期間看見最新的Leica攝影雜誌。

ridiculous。

我們有人在逃避課本上的知識。

有的人犯懶。

有的人埋怨。

可悲我也不失為其中一個。

昨天說到新的學習目標就是讓父母為我感到驕傲。

今天新增的目標就是：向這些缺少福分的人學習。

唯有經歷過苦難，才會珍惜所擁有。

habes IS.

duno how 2 describe.

plz gv me a B+ at least.

A- i'll b very appreciating.

more emphazed 1 is: i don1 B!!!

exam encourages me 2 set another target:

i wil nvr let my parent feel dissapointed on me.

i should make them proud!

WORK HARD!

it's deserved 2 b xchanged vf parents satisfaction.

listening: 18 n life.

im now 19.

BANG BANG SHOOT THEM ALL.

time 2 do sth.

time 4 miracle.

countdown: 5 days more.

status: desperate 4 a new life.

wondering y ppls r bzing 4 doing revision while im so relaxing.

==''

IM LAZY!

nvm i'll responsible on wat im doing.

run forward n nvr regret.

truth b told my spiritul growth is having certain resistance recently.

feeling wana escape from all church business.

church life is totally different from wat im supposing since im small.

maybe tat's a wrong dcision 4 me 2 bcome coworker n cellgroup leader.

i hate 2 do those organizational work.

i hate 2 lead n provide careness purposely like a machine without feeling.

y me?!

dun tell me tat's god's decision.

tis answer cant satisfy me so far.

i can gv care.

but who in turns concern bout wat im thinking?!

TIRED!

somemore relationship is so hard 2 b built.

y juz cant leave me ALONE ALONE ALONE.

i prefer 2 b isolated rather than a social interaction.

so apparent!

even my classmate relationship can b better than those.

i nvr do such called "care" purposely on them!

i can talk n msn vf them so comfortably while in another hand i feel so awkward as i face vf my churchmates!

y?!

im asking.

1 year had gone but im still standing on da same spot.

i wonder when i can quit from tat position.

im not refused 2 tek service.

but juz not in tis role!

HELP!

i 1na go bk home.

bk 2 da original place 2 find bk myself.

listening.

Leslie-jor you shou.

sleep.

IS 2mr.

ps: pray 4 me i nid a stronger heart n another alley 2 leave tis path.

there're lots of hardship in life.

but i know im da 1 oweys vf happiness.

keep simple n u'll find tat da world is wonderful.

enjoy ur life.

like how u enjoy:

a movie.

a song.

n even a short nap.

things become greater n greater when da sembreak is juz around da corner!

teeheeeeee^^

used 2 listen 2 tank.

when missing somebody.

=)

maybe it's true.

i cant live without u.

my old pc bk 2 me.

o my(u,his,her,theirs) memory r backup in the window.old files.

im sososo touching.

T^T

im noob noob noob.

n promise no nex time!

無端端就format了電腦。

無端端什麼都沒掉了。

虛擬的世界。

真的是vulnerable。

剛才連自己blog也差點進不來。

好恐怖!

好像世界大戰。

什麼都被摧毀。

現在在reinstall microsoft office和msn。

美好的回憶全沒了。

T^T

New Arrival

Thx 2 my brothers hao, jj, jet, kent.

they make me bcome more n more man.

==

v hang in sports outlet so frequency.

window shopping 4 jersey, sport shoes, football blablabla.

i hope 2 get a jersey actualli.

but it's hard coz i dun hv a reli specific team tat i support 4.

so.

get an england.

tat's all.

=)

ps: thx zhiguang 4 bringing tis great after-exam-gift bk 2 me from UK!

^^

LOL listen tis.

Participants: hao, jj, kent, jet, jocey, litwai, me.

lil bit bout final.

evthing go fine.

im juz lacking of confidence n 2 LAZY!

pekcek n wondering y im leading a worm life.

doing nothing in front of notes but staring on fb n youtube.

music and photos oweys drawn my concentration away.

3 days mor 4 da day 2 come.

should work harder.

die 4 scholarship.

it's worth.

lil bit bout photography.

da sem is going 2 end n sembreak vl start soon.

loveeeeee.

^^

sad 2 told tat im away from my cam 4 1 week++!

i must learn photoshop during da sembreak.

addicted 2 da gal's composing job.

hope again 2 join da JDSLR 4 outing.

(btw thx invitation from tomato).

i kno they do lots job on logistic arranging of potrait shooting.

welldone i oweys luv special theme.

rather than da boring wear pretty pretty than click shutter potrait shooting!

huh!

endless aspiration 4 art.

lil bit bout journey.

going 2 hv da malacca camp vf church members.

then is da penang trip vf da penangkia jetjet jj yurou n mayb kent n yokomon.

planning 2 hv another self backpack trip 2 ipoh.

promise 2 KW hv 2 go melawati hiking n sepang gold coast.

n nvr 4get my dear palia gang.

miss miss.

teehee.

wuakakaka.

happi-ing.

5 days left.

2mr should start biodiversity (1 day 1 part).

chem as well (1 day 1 chap).

IS(redo revision,1 day 2 chap).

calculus omost ok ler.

algebra arghhhh!

touched the least.

i should do 1 chap revision now 2 reduce my sin.

re-fall in luv at SYSTEM OF A DOWN.

constantly luv ENDY.

promote new song 【有時】!

ps: 1st order differential equation so far!

終於想到五個字。

換湯不換藥。

food n da hiao K4

know each other 4 1 year ++

appreciating our friendship!

though there vl be hardships.

luv u guys 4eve.

^^

ps: dai gin c.

no DSLR n dcam i stil got hp.

=D

im so emotional 2day.

=(

stressed!

the time is getting lesser n lesser but da reports n tutorials r endless.

it reli piss me off.

my health condition isn't tat great.

having problems on my eyes n skeleton.

ate 2 mee sedap yesterday.

a gardenia bun n a japanese croquette n some biscuit for today.

OMG i reli nid a gud dinner.

miss my mum my mum my mum.

wuwuwuwuwu.

ps: sorisori hao n jet. sound 2 fierce in msn. T^T

星期日的0019。

我没有去睡觉。

我去发现了继alizee之后我觉得最漂亮的女人。

alizee

nelly furtado

今天。

从凌晨4点至6点。

从早上10点至中午2点。

从傍晚4点至6点。

从晚上10点至12点。

都在温习!

我竟然用了10个小时来温习!

发神经。

睡觉去。

希望等下4点我能够起床k biodiversity。

为什么我要对学习有这样的抱负?!

所以他成了我的包袱。

=(

hapi bufday~

time 2 let my photography life hv a rest.

i nid some time 2 calm down.

2 get more inspiration.

jean responsibles 4 2day shooting.

im enjoying da editing job.

nice.

=)

ps: dawn, enjoying the extra high speed network.